Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-30567301-20170613021610

i've felt really crappy lately and like i don't know if like whatever but like this is just how i feel.

i'm having like a identity crisis. i don't know it's just, i miss it. i've been apart of this community for so long and throughout all the memories and history, it hit me. we're moving on. like, i notice it myself. and like that hurts me because so much of my childhood has been spent on here getting to know everyone and getting to learn about everyone and i never thought that it'd hit me one day that like, eventually it's gonna end. and i don't really know how to handle that. i've gone through so much here and learned so much about myself and i don't really want to a accept that this isn't a eternity and idk it's just so hard for me to handle because like this community is so important to me and i don't want it to end and i love all of you and it's just hard for me to understand that this isn't real life. it just hurts that i know that once we move on, i won't speak to most of you at all, ever again. and that makes me so sad. and i know it's unfair to blame everyone but it just makes me feel so sad and i just feel like that i take everyone forgranted so much and i honestly don't know where i'd be without this community and even when it ends i will always remember everyone here and like. idk. i miss this community being close but i know it was destined to happen someday. i just wish i didnt believe it. i love you all. 