User blog:SpiritAnimal/Why I'm Taking A Break

If you were on chat, you know the reasons I'm taking a small break.

The past few weeks have been pretty terrible for me on this wiki. Things are changing. More and more people are becoming enemies and it's becoming less and less fun to be here. It's like being at my school. Why should I spend another life online if all the shit I deal with irl will be dealt with online? I came here to enjoy myself. Users came, and users left. The ones that stuck are getting on my last nerves. There are no longer people I can trust. Everyone here will backstab, gossip, and fight. It never ends. Sides are forming. We're fighting other wikis, insulting other people. I'm arguing with other people. I'm getting way to angry, way too fast for some reason. I think its the fact that we've all been together too long. We've basically been together everyday for the past year, and some even more. I've spent amazing times here, but my friendships and relationships with people are falling apart as users are changing. Everyone acts like each other, and no one is themself. I'm disgusted at the things I've been saying to people lately as a joke. Drink bleach. Kill yourself. Cut your veins. Hang yourself.

I regret saying these to anyone and I'm sorry. But after TP, RJ removing me from his rp, leaving WC, users changing, fighting, and just overall drama, I need to get away from this place for a little while. I don't want to leave for a long time, but I need to start focusing on exams and my real life. This used to be a way to get away from the assholes in real life, but then I realized we're all assholes to each other. I'm over it. Done. Everyone, including myself, is stubborn and it's a never ending circle of "Mine!" or "I'm right!" and I just can't take it.

So I'm taking a break. Thanks.

-SpiritAnimal, previously Totaldramalego.